Once upon a time, in some obscure and poor neighborhoods of old Salonica, the seeds of Father's life and, by extension, those of mine were sown. Lives in their uniqueness, as much as their insignificance and infinitesimality, with the infinite and the inconceivable majesty of the universe in the background, beyond the grasp of our comprehension; ephemeral lives in confined geographies and of a time conceived and its days measured only whilst existing. Our minds, which barely and on occasions (during the scarce introspective reflections and “calls to conscience”) manage to perceive and touch upon our delimited existence, are often overwhelmed and thoughts and ideas are swept away by forces and events and phenomena, whether invisible and trivial or distinct and broader of social and historical proportions, occurring, and coalescing into the moments of our lives. In striving to make sense of our existence and lives and being in the world that we have thrown in some fundamental questions of existential nature always linger. Are the lives, like the ones I endeavored to write about, guided at every step and turn by an invisible hand of fate, as some say, by omnipotent forces stemming from nature and history or even a supernatural god? Do even the common and, in a grand scheme of things, insignificant people have a say in their aims and can they influence noticeably their directions and paths in life? Can and do they embrace or deflect situations, utilize or reject the so-called chances that are presented with along their routes in life, and depending on each incremental decisions, shape their lives and those of the next generations in different individual ways? Can apparently trivial choices amongst alternatives at any stage and turn, when people are called or compelled to decide and exercise their will and act accordingly, produce distinctly divergent life states and forms?
In the fate, as
something predetermined, as a course defined from something above or outside
ourselves, transcendent and supernaturally regulated, I have never believed; naturally
as a scientist whose methods of thinking adhere to the principle of causality, or
even as an unaccomplished revolutionary. There are still a few usually
religious or superstitious people who with backward thinking remark: "it
was meant to be" or “it was pre-ordained by fate,” unable in their
ignorance or insulation to explain the how’s and the why’s of their being, as it
is crystallised into a “being-in-itself” during a lifetime by personal and
social relationships, education, employment, marriage, child bearing, health, sickness
and death; in short, the how’s and why’s they lived the life they eventually
did. Most people, even when they fleetingly or inadvertently refer to fate because
either of a momentary mental weakness or an incomplete or lack of understanding
of the factors that led to an event or the inability to breakdown a phenomenon
to its causes, do not adhere, in truth and deep down, to the notion that there
is an invisible all-powerful guiding hand above all. But in moments of introspective
reflection, of analysing and the recounting of the past, in every "call to
consciousness", they seek and agonize about these how’s and why’s. They sometimes
ponder about what is to come -originating from the present moment and situation,
referring to past experiences and the acquired knowledge, and speculating or conjecturing
about the future. These are scarce moments of individual freedom in a generally
repressive world; not seeking answers, but succumbing to a pre-ordained fate,
even acknowledging it as a notion, amounts to the absolute defeat of the human spirit
and the imprisonment of thought.
Admittedly, humans
possess variable deposits of individual or collective will, small or large
depending on their position and relative power in the class societies we are
destined to grow up and live, a will that may somehow influence the course of own
lives, with slighter or wider deviations from principal pathways, which are seemingly
presented exogenously as choices, at life beginnings or its later stages; that
is, pathways within the borders imposed by the historical era and the
environment: materialistic and social, national and geographical. Of course, it
goes without saying that the more wealth and power one possesses in a class
society, the wider the scope and reach of the individual will; it is nonetheless
innate to human intelligence. The argument that the history of societies and
their economies follows a deterministic course, which is described, and perhaps
even prescribed and preordained by distinct, long-term underlying historical
tendencies and laws, falls beyond the reasonable scope of any dilettante
philosopher’s essay. The phases and stages of an historical process, as they
succeed one another, often with regressions and setbacks and discontinuities from
revolutions and wars, cover a period of several generations, and transcend in
time orders of magnitude the span of a lifetime. Only with a wide view through
the lens of an historian from the distant future, they can possibly be
perceived, analysed and verified from accumulated historical evidence. However,
even with external, apparently insurmountable, forces exerted upon oneself by an
all-powerful socioeconomic status quo, there is still an array of paths the so
called ‘free’-will (rather erroneously) can opt to walk; even escape routes to
different destinations or back to the origin can be explored and exploited along
the way. If the laws of nature that determine the functions of our bodies are
impossible to defy without the help and implementation of counteracting engineering
based on the same natural laws, the established social forms and norms can be
individually or collectively negated and, to an extent, the pressure from exogenous
socioeconomic forces can be moderated, even deflected controlling an individual’s
life. As far as myself and my existence are concerned, I would rather paraphrase
Sartre's rebuke for the effect of historical process and determinism in shaping
an individual’s life: "We must live without a veil or make-up this
heartbreaking, unbearable condition called 'human fate'... A man's secret is
the frontier of his freedom."
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